Friday, May 22, 2009

"Divine Clicking"

I consider myself fortunate for many reasons, but first and foremost is my connection with Divine. Though i have always felt some connection, it has been strengthened in the past 5 years and now guides my every move. How do i know that i am going in the right direction?... by the audible sound of a "click" (as opposed to a sound in my head). I began hearing them many years ago, but did not realize the significance and timing of the "click" until 2005.
I was a "super senior" in college and was laying dizzily on my bathroom floor. The small room was spinning out of control, the result of way too much alcohol, and i prayed over and over again "please make it go away... i promise to never drink this much again..." While these pleas are common to many college kids after a heavy night of partying, never before had i heard of the prayer being answered in such a way... I said the words repeatidly, like a mantra, until all of a sudden i heard the loudest "click" i have ever heard. At that exact moment, my eyes flew open, my torso popped up, and i realized i was dead sober. The next thought that entered my mind was surely not my own, "i did my part... now you do yours..." And i can say honestly that i have never drank that much again since. But, what an amazing thing, to be drunken beyond all recognition in one moment, and stone-cold sober in the next. How on earth is that possible?? Well... it wasnt earth; it was Divine.
It was only then that i started noticing that the "clicks" were heard (and not just by me; any friend in proximity to me during one of my "clicks" hears it too) after a deep thought, question, or epiphany as if answering "YES!" Over the past 5 years the "clicks" have come more often, which i can only assume is to due with my own deepining connection to Source. The volume of the "clicks" varies too; the loudest arriving during the greatest realizations. But still, i only heard these "clicks" when i was truely connected and in vibration with Divine, which some days was harder than others... until now...
Since my arrival to Thailand, i have heard yes-answering "clicks" with almost every thought, whether profound or mundane, which leads me to conclude that I am ALWAYS in vibration here. I am sitting here smiling because as i just typed the last sentence i heard yet another "click" confirming this conclusion. It doesnt matter where i am: inside, outside, in a car, in my room, in school, on a plane, or at a friend's... the "clicks" can be heard... and again, i've just heard another...
I feel truely blessed for this connection, and for the awesomeness of immediate guidance with every thought. This is one of the reasons i was brave enough to travel to the other side of the world, alone, to a country that i do not (or did not) speak the language... because not only did i hear the clicks agreeing that it was time to come, but knew that i would still be guided while here, every step of the way. I have no fear. I trust completely... and they have not failed me yet. Sometimes the answer of YES is so strong that my head nod's involintarily, like Divine moved it for me. The latter usually only occurs when i am deep in prayer, but nonetheless my answer is made clear.
While i have never heard of another person having such an experience as "Divine clicks" i am sure that each has the ability to connect deeply and have their answers be known. The sweet voice inside each of our minds, while still sounding like our own, that only speaks with compassion and kindness, is Divine leading the way. Cartoons portray this conciousness as an angel on one shoulder, with a devil on the other. Even before my clicking i realized that it is not an angel and a devil, but Divine and our own ego. The tug-of-war that goes on in our head everyday with nearly every desicion, especially those of temptation, is simply Divine trying to lead our souls in the heavenly direction. Do yourself a favor and become more aware of the flipity-flop of thoughts in your own mind. Is there not one side that wants what it wants, regardless to the outcomes it may bring, while the other suggests what you already inevitably know is the right decision to make? Ego and Divine. Pay attention. And try to follow the compassionate one... you will not be led astray... and after a short journey on that path, the connection and vibration will strengthen, giving way to all the answers you will need for a happy and peaceful life... For I am proof.

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